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    I don't know, I've just realised it's been quite a while i posted anything in here, I struggle with consistency obviously 😑, but man i don't know i'm tired! 

You asked why I'm tired, Yeah?

Nothing , Nothing, I don't know. 

    I started this blog back in 2020, when I learnt how to monetize blogs and YouTubing, picking a niches and building on it consistently and then driving traffic from Pinterest and a whole lot more. My teacher really did a good work of familiarising us with more than enough concept while showing us examples of success stories, but i guess i failed him, you know , I mean all that and after years there's nothing to show for it? I am the problem! 

     Let's go back a little, I've always loved writing, writing rhyming poems sometimes, and playing with words. I've never failed at writing articles in school, I, infact choose articles over letters in school and I grade fairly, but I've always had this impression that writings are mundane to say the least, boring and straightforward, so i stopped. I wanted something thrilling and captivating, but you know , experts started somewhere and develop and improve, you know, I should have thread that part, I stopped instead, like I said, I am the problem!

 Corona virus came and school went on lockdown, ugly situation, I wasn't disturbed as i hadn't much to deal with in school, being feed, things wasn't tough, manageable, i use my extra money to call a lady i had crush on , nothing bothers me, with the lockdown, being at home means zero monies, you are being feed and that's what counts, now I'm left with dilemma of how to maintain staying online for my social activities (not like i'm social or something but I love being informed, twitter, reddit, Facebook, yeah, i have them), and a little extra to call my crush, yeah, I know right?

 Going through my twitter timeline on that day I came across a free link for training on how to blog and YouTube, free and I was looking for money, perrrrfect! i joined and that brought about this very blog, late nights of posting and reposting on Pinterest to build impressions that yields (impressions that leads to clicks) (i use mtn's 50naira for 500mb then, Pinterest consumes data) but I've failed at it obviously! it wasn't easy to justify my failure, but nothing good comes easy, you know. 

 Maybe if the aim was just to improve on my writing, dropping thoughts and more writing, I wouldn't have lost. Now in 2022,I regret not improving myself, I feel I've lost 'how to write'. After I left my blog, I did other things, i'm going to tell you all about it darling, stay tuned.

 I would just make this my personal diary, where I talk to myself majorly and keep it private( I don't like being known), 

Welcome Muhammad,  maybe you get to know yourself better.

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